Letter to my family

Mom, I know this is going to be very hard pero I know this is going to be temporary. As I am writing this naiiyak na ako. What more pa when we get to the airport?! I know we don’t get along sometimes but it doesn’t mean I love you less. I know you’re very strong, you can change any game, you can move mountains. Mababawasan ka muna ng isang makulit, sabagay, yung dalawa parang apat na. And nandito pa naman ang substitute ko.. Si Tata Pipa! I don’t want to make this long kasi baka pag nabasa mo nanaman to maiyak ka nanaman at mamiss mo ako masyado kahit lagi mong sinasabi na si Lia lang mamimiss mo. I’m going to start a new life away from everyone, iniisip ko na di ko kaya but I have to try and be strong. You raised me to be strong. I know you will always be there kahit malayo. Nina will miss Nona Doodie!

Irish, alam ko you’re very responsible and wala akong masasabi sayo at kung meron man alam mo na ‘yon! You are now going to be mommy’s panganay and I know you can do it. Sana you can visit me soon para di naman ako malungkot. Wag mong gugutumin si Jalen ha, baka magwala siya. Hanapan mo na lang siya ng lovelife para makatulong ka sa ekonomiya. Mamimiss ko yung random kagat at hampas mo kahit minsan annoying ka! 😜 yung mga bigla mong tawag at sasabihin mong “ate, asan ka?”, “pwede kami punta dyan? Gusto ko makita si Lia!”or “pwede kami tulog dyan?” or yung mga random rants mo about dad.

Jalen, mag-aral ka maigi at magtatayo pa tayo ng trucking in few years time. Ipon muna kami ng konti. Mamimiss ko ang weekend stayover mo dito sa bahay. Simula nung buntis ako at nasa Bellagio pa kami hanggang sa after ko manganak. Ikaw ang una kong naasahan sa pagaalaga kay Lia dahil busy si I-shi, ikaw ang una kong tinawagan para sabihan na buntis ako at magiging tita ka. I know kung pipiliin mong mag baby, magiging mabuti kang mommy kahit nabibwisit ka sa amin dahil lagi naming sinasabi na mag-aasawa ka. πŸ˜‚ alagaan mo si Pochy at Vee, ha? Ikaw na ang kanilang foster parent habang wala kami. Wala na akong yayayain ng 12 a.m na mag SamgyupsalamatΒ at kahit biglaan darating pa rin kahit mapagalitan ni mommy. Ipon ka tapos visit niyo kami ni Nena. You will definitely go a long way, Len! Alagaan mo si mommy, ha?

Pia, ikaw muna ang substitute ko, ha? Para naman di ako mamiss ni mommy. Thank you for being a sister to me and also to your family na trineat na din kami as family. Lalong lalo na si Tita Grace na very welcoming always. Thank you for extending your family to Irish’s, you treated us like your own family. For letting Lia ride your broom-broom while you are out with your friends. Parang mas ikaw pa ang kapatid ko kesa kay Irish! 😬

Ayoko umiyak kasi tulog na si Lia at baka suminghot ako ng suminghot dito, mahirap na. Ha ha! Baka mamiss niyo ako masyado. 😜

One thought on “Letter to my family

  1. Judie says:

    Hoping that you will be inspired with rick and lia around and to cope up with your new life. Always keep in mind so far yet so near when you need me. I know you’re strong just like me as you said. Learn to get along with others, be humble and always pray. Eventually magsisink in din sa amin na malayo na kayo In few months time. Just bear in your mind i’m just here 24/7 alam mo yan. Love you all!!!😭❀😘

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